Ugh. Ughughugh.

So I got another write up today at work. For a small mistake on my cash sheet.

Ugh. It's my second one so if I get another write up for something, small or not, I'm out of there.

The worst part is, they're like stupid little mistakes that I did because I wasn't paying attention. I think I was just so tired and wanting to get out of there that I just rushed through it. It reminds me of a line in a book where the main character runs into a chimney because he's so distracted. That's how I'm feeling right now.

Like I've run into a chimney.

Now I'm super worried that I'm going to make another dumb mistake and lose my job.

I can't lose this job. I need the money to get to Japan.

I just need to keep my head on from now on. I'm just so mad at myself for my lack of meticulousness. I'll get over it and do better next time.